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I really liked this because I FOR ONE, do this thing where I am full of emotion and do not think that I express how much I love the people around me, then  I think "I am too emotional" and need to tone it down. But really why? why should  I censor nice things and feeling and loving. I am the most emotional person, I begin to tear up when I talk about my favorite book or TV show. I begin to tear up when I think of a song or when I realize I haven't talked to a friend or family member in a while. I constantly find myself going back and forth from feeling too much and feeling too little. I also find myself pretending to not care, but that just hurts more, I still sometimes do it, and it still just hurts more. I sometimes think I invest my emotions in the wrong people or things. But really, I need to stop feeling that way and accept the fact that I LOVE TOO much, I care way too much and if you're having a rough day and you tell me what happened to you during that day I'll probably start crying before you do. Sometimes I meet strangers and new people and tell them that I care a lot about them, but I don't think they believe me because I am just a person, they just met, why would I love or care for them? I never know how to constantly tell someone I love them without seeming bizarre or whatever. 

I genuinely love and feel and care.

THANK YOU FOR LISTENING

xoxo .

-Em